Tear My Yellow Dress And Cry And Cry For You

Ok, I seriously can't get this song out of my head so yeah using it for a blog title. I've got a bunch of The Dressing Room Fusion goodies to show off mixed in with some cuteness from Tee*fy that is still available for a few more days at Collabor88.

Al Vulo has out this pretty peacock makeup version of her previously released Aisha skin in sunkissed at TDRF. I love the bare glossy lips of this baby and the eye makeup is very subtle against the warm tone of this skin. As always, Al Vulo's TDRF offering comes complete with brown and blonde brows as well as Lola Tango appliers and pretty eyes so if you're looking for a bargain, go grab this pretty girl.

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The Lighthouse

The rocky ledge runs far into the sea, 

and on its outer point, some miles away,

the lighthouse lifts its massive masonry, 

A pillar of fire by night, of cloud by day.

Even at this distance I can see the tides, 

Upheaving, break unheard along its base, 

A speechless wrath, that rises and subsides

in the white tip and tremor of the face.

And as the evening darkens, lo! how bright,

through the deep purple of the twilight air,

Beams forth the sudden radiance of its light,

with strange, unearhly splendor in the glare!

No one alone: from each projecting cape

And perilous reef along the ocean's verge,

Starts into life a dim, gigantic shape,

Holding its lantern o'er the restless surge.

By: Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

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Bohemian Chic

I'm suffering from a major sinus headache right now so I hope you'll forgive me if this is short and sweet. I fell in love with this skirt from Apple May Designs as soon as I saw the ad. I'm a sucker for gradient and comfy but cute skirts and this fit the bill perfectly so I just had to go buy it and the matching top to go with. They are both newness along with a maxi dress so if you're looking for some springlike stuffs, check them out. My necklace is new also from Sweet Leonard and features a custom colorable heart with the rusted key. This is awesome for matching any outfit and makes for the perfect accessory so yay!

Pics today are taken at RicoRacer Flux and Editorial Clarity's gorgeous home called Lakewood Estate. They've graciously opened it to the public until 12PM tomorrow so be sure to hurry over and check it out. They did a wonderful job designing it and there are lots of pretty spots to take pictures.

To see what I'm wearing and for a LM to this sim, keep reading.

Why Do I Blog Meme

So it's time for another look into the fascinating world of Kismet. I know you are all super excited! :D This time I decided to do Berry's Why Do I Blog Meme. I admit I really haven't had the chance to read many of the other participant's answers but I'm sure mine aren't much different from everyone else's. Plus, it gives me an excuse to talk and the memes are fun so if you wanna do it too, check out Berry's blog. Now onto the questions!

1. How long have you been blogging? Since December 2010

2. Why did you start blogging? I was bored with my SL. My partner at the time basically deserted me on there and due to being partnered, I had cut myself off from most of my friends so I figured blogging would give me something to do. Plus, I enjoyed hunting down freebies and shopping so I thought this way I'd have something to show for it. 

3. How many times a week do you post an entry? Hmm, I'd have to say around 3-4x a week. If I'm blogging for a bunch of events, it might be more and if I'm going through personal stuff, it might be less. 

4. How many different blogs do you read on a regular basis? I read quite a few faves of mine on my bloglist but for the most part, I just skim the feeds until something catches my eye and then I read the post there.

5. Do you comment on other people’s blogs? Yes, I do from time to time but sometimes I get frustrated doing so because I feel like no one comments on mine.

6. Do you keep track of how many visitors you have? Yes, because I'm a nosy bitch and I want to make sure people are actually looking at my pictures. I do have my settings fixed so that I don't keep track of my own views though because I think that is false traffic.    

7. Did you ever regret a post that you wrote? Nope, not in the writing sense. Sometimes I look at my pictures though and think, "Ugh, what was I thinking?"

8. Do you think your readers have a true sense of who you are based on your blog? Yes, I try to portray my personality in every blog post. I'm me....I'm very random and I think it shows in my style. It's never the same. 

9. Do you blog under your real name? Nope, I blog under my second life name. I like my privacy. 

10. Are there topics that you would never blog about? Hmm, I don't blog about topics really. My blog is just a review of what I'm wearing or about a location I found. Sometimes I skim over a bit of personal stuff but for the most part, fashion is my only topic. I think I'll keep it that way. I prefer things light. 

11. What is the theme/topic of your blog? Fashion in Second Life with a tad of exploration and freebies thrown in for good measure. I also like to help new bloggers so I have a few tips on other pages as well. 

12. Do you have more than one blog? If so, why? I have an erotic tumblr. I like porn! Sorry! Plus, I sometimes write erotic short stories and I place them on there. It's not really a blog but it's close enough.  

13. What have you found to be the benefits of blogging? Free stuff! Just kidding! I believe that the number one benefit to my blogging is social interaction and making new friends. I'm kind of reclusive but through blogging, I've met some wonderful people like my bestie, Kimbra and other friends like Lili and Christa. Plus, it taught me that designers are just people too and I've met some awesome ones like Gem and Nikki. 

14.  So, why do you continue to blog? It's therapeutic for me. I get stressed a lot with my RL and blogging allows me to float away to a relaxing world. Plus, playing pixel dressup makes me happy. 

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So Much For My Happy Ending

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories so close to me just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

It's nice to know that you were there, 
Thanks for actin' like you cared
And makin' me feel like I was the only one

It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watchin' as I fall
And lettin' me know we were done

He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories so close to me just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

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Bloomin Daisies

Nani Poses has out the most adorable spring themed pose props for the Blooming Into The Season Hunt. This set includes five handheld daisy poses that will just make you want to stop and smell the flowers so be sure to go ahunting for these as well as all the other awesome prizes along this hunt.

I'm also showing off newness from Bishes Inc. in the form of this sexy denim mini. This little skirt comes in many different washes and with tons of different belt styles so go pick up your fave. Also more newness from Demise of Flight in the form of these simple yet cute tubetops. This tubetop comes in five colors. Isn't the little bow just adorbs?

Finally, I have to mention my skin. It's the newest group gift by Al Vulo and is a special version of the Aisha skin. I am not usually a fan of pink lips but I can't help love how the bisquit tone of this skin sets off the makeup so beautifully. Al Vulo's group is free to join so be sure to get over there and pick this pretty girl up.

To see the rest of my look, keep reading!

She's A Starlett

Whenever you think of Blacklace, I'm sure you think of sexy, delicate lingerie but did you know they also make dresses? Starlett is one of their newer releases and keeps with the sexy theme but offers a little more coverage. This pretty lace dress comes in a variety of colors perfect to bring out the celebrity in you. My makeup is from Blacklace Beauty and is available at Cosmetics Fair. It comes with two versions: with gloss or without. I love the bright red lips combined with the smokey eyes so much that I've been wearing it for the last few days.

Also, be sure to check out Demise of Flight. She's been cranking out poses left and right with her newest releases including curvy and Lola friendly options. This pose is part of her Delicate set and as you can see, it works wonderfully with my sexy curves.

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Another Fantasy Faire Looksie: The Plastik

Hey all! I'm back with another fantasy look that'll be released at Fantasy Faire which starts on April 20th. This time my look is from The Plastik. The Plastik has three exclusives for the event: two skins and a mesh armor set. I'm showing off the Draziira Skins as well as a little glimpse at the Vandariel Armor. These fabulous skins come with intricate markings all over the whole body and lots of extras like optional makeup layers and two sets of ears as well as luminescent eyes. As you can see the details of these are fantastic so if you're a huge fan of fantasy based skins, you'll need to check these out.

Now for a look at all of these pretty colors. I do apologize because I missed the Chaos one but they are all fabulous so you'll just have to take my word for it and check them out yourself! They are located on the Evensong Woods sim along with many other fantastic stores.

To see what I'm wearing and for my pretty location, keep reading!

Rainbow Fantasy: A Fantasy Faire Sneak Peek

Fantasy Faire 2013 kicks off April 20th and I've got a sneak peek at some awesome items you can pick up at this event. Raising money for RFL and the American Cancer Society, this faire features a variety of different fantasy themed events with everything from exclusive shopping finds to live music shows.

Since shopping is one of my favorite things to do on SL, let's focus on that for now. Every girl dreams of being a princess at least once in their life and what better place to pretend to be one then on SL. If you're a huge fan of colors like me, you'll absolutely love FallnAngel Creations flowy and whimsical gown with a scripted rainbow changing sash. This item is one of their many exclusives so be sure to check them out on the Crimson Fields sim when they open.

Also, check out my fun pose prop. It's another Fantasy Faire exclusive by Musa. These flimsy scarfs add just a little bit of mystery to my princess look and I love the movement of them so much. Be sure to stop by Musa's booth too. It's located on the Magnificat sim.

To see what else I'm wearing and for my pretty location, keep reading!

Pinwheel

Hey all! I've got some more stuff to show off from Kawaii Fair. As soon as I saw this dress from Blah, I knew I'd have to make a look around it. It's super cute with ruffles and polka dots but not too girly. Just how I like my clothing to be. I fell in love with this pinwheel that Blow-Up has out for the event as well. This animated goodie has color changeable blades and the option to turn off the spinning making it the perfect pose prop. Oh, and my skin! Isn't she super pretty? Her name is Lisa and she's [annaA]'s exclusive item for the event. She just comes in one makeup but four pretty tones so check her out! This event runs till the 26th and as you can see, it has lots of cuteness so grab the tp and get Kawaii!

To see what I'm wearing and a taxi to this event, keep reading!

Touch The Sky With Kawaii

Kawaii Fair 2013 started just a few hours ago and has oodles of cuteness just waiting for you to nab. From adorable accessories to fun, colorful outfits, there is something to be had for everyone. This event runs till the 26th and features over 70 of Second Life's cutesy designers. If you'd like a little glimpse of which stores are participating, you can head on over to the official blog here. Or you can look at my pretty pictures and get a visual of some of the fantastic goodies up for sale.

My absolute favorite item from this event has to be these bright, playful balloon poses from elephante poses. Elephante did a bunch of exclusives for this event and I gave an inner squeal looking at them all but I loved this one the best so you get to see me floating away. This whimsical pose prop comes with 8 built in poses from simple stands with the balloons to blowing away ones. As you can see, my birdie friends from MishMish didn't want me to fly away so they came to the rescue. All goodies worn besides my purty skin which is Al Vulo newness from TDR Fusion and my hair are Kawaii Fair items so you know you wanna check out this event so you too can touch the sky with Kawaii!

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Tear You Apart

Either way he wanted her and this was bad

Wanted to do things to her it was making him crazy

Now a little crush turned into a like

And now he wants to grab her by the hair and tell her

I want to hold you close

Skin pressed against me tight

Lie still, and close your eyes girl

So lovely, it feels so right

I want to hold you close

Soft breath, beating heart

As I whisper in your ear

I wanna fucking tear you apart

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You Fit Me Better Than My Favorite Sweater

Blue jeans, white shirt 

Walked into the room you know you made my eyes burn

It was like, James Dean, for sure 

You're so fresh to death & sick as cancer 

You were sorta punk rock, I grew up on hip hop 

But you fit me better than my favorite sweater and I know

That love is mean, and love hurts 

But I still remember that day we met in December, oh baby!

I will love you till the end of time

I would wait a million years

Promise you'll remember that you're mine 

Baby can you see through the tears?

Love you more than those bitches before 

Say you'll remember, oh baby, say you'll remember 

I will love you till the end of time

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My 10 SL Firsts Meme

Yep! Another meme allowing you a peek at some first that took place in my SL. This meme was set forth by Berry. She thinks of awesome memes. I am sorry I can't remember some of the early details of my SL. I blame it on my jump right into the SL sex industry and the fact that those moments weren't special to me.

While answering my questions, I figured I'd show off this adorable pose prop by What Next that is available at Pose Fair. Pose Fair ends on the 14th so make sure to buy all poses!!

Now onto the questions!


First SL Friend: Sally Courtois...I met her at a noob clothing spot and she took pity on me and showed me a few must needed tips plus introduced me to some friends.

First SL Kiss: I really don't remember. I've kissed a lot of guys on SL. Some were special, some not so much!

First SLex time: Same. I used to escort on here so yeah....

First SL Partner/Girl Friend/Boyfriend/Wife/Husband: Smfro Dragover...dude was as shady as shady comes and actually was cheating on me with my best friend at the same time as he was partnered to me

First SL Job: Stripper at Platinum Club

First SL Creation: Umm, do gestures count? I know they are annoying but I used to make them for various clubs I worked at.

First Encounter with a Linden: I've never talked to a linden. I've seen them from far away on some sims I go to but yeah, I am not a fangirl.

First Encounter with a SLebrity: There is no such thing....Everyone is equal on here in my opinion.

First SL sim you fell in love with: The Far Away and I still go there whenever I'm feeling down. I like sitting on the train and people watching.

First SL Blog post: Haha! Do you really want to see it? Fineeeeeeeeee

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Cause I'm Broken When I'm Lonesome

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I want to hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; and I know it serves me well
I want to hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're nowhere
You've gone away,
You don't feel me here anymore

Style Card

Hair: Exile (Kavar Cleanslate) Break Away in Swiss
Hairband: Noodles (Natalee Oodles) Sakura Headband in Silver (The Liaison Collaborative)
Skin: Al Vulo (Hlin Bluebird) Portia in Natural Olive (Big Boobies Show!)
Dress: LMD (Leri Miles) Elise Sweetheart Gown (Hollywood Swag Bag Gift!)
Bracelet: SKIN II SKIN (Amelie Carlucci) Sakura Pearl Bracelet
Pose: HISpose (Sixx Yangtz) HISblossoms (The Liaison Collaborative)

Location: World's End Garden

The Real Me Is Definitely Unperfect Meme

I kind of like doing memes. Especially when they let us take a peek into the lives of SL residents we never talk to. It's nice to get to know people without actually umm...getting to know them, I guess! Since I like doing memes, I decided to do Rose's meme. It's an easier one with a bunch of questions and no set guidelines for your pic. This suits me perfectly because I'm so bad at putting together a specific look for a picture on a deadline. Those of you who are close to me know me as Kis...the totally random and silly, super loyal kick ass bestie who wears her heart on her sleeve and never holds back her opinion and those of you who aren't close to me, I hope this helps you get to know me. Since I'm always up for some fun on SL, I decided to use a fun image I took of myself with this adorable monkey bar set that fri.day has out for Pose Fair. Now on with the questions!

1. What is the thing you fear most in the world above dying (that is if you fear death)? Disappointing my child as her parent. I don't want her to hate me or have ill feelings towards me when she's older because her father isn't in her life.

2. When’s the last time you sat down and contemplated where your life was going, and what did you concluded from that? I do this daily and I concluded that my life isn't going in the direction I had hoped so I enrolled back in school and am trying to better myself little by little.

3. If you could give any one person in the world a wish, a wish you knew you could grant, what would it be, and why would you give it to them? I'd take cerebral palsy away from my brother and let him live a normal life. I don't think anyone should have to struggle with handicaps or illnesses and since he's the person I love most who is struggling with something like that right now, I choose him.

4. Cat, dog, rabbit, horse, chicken, dolphin? There are so many animals in the world, if you could be one, and had to think, act, be like one, with out human thoughts, emotions, perception of the world, which would you be, and why? Hmm, tough question. I'd say an Eagle. I'd love to be able to fly anywhere I please.

5. Today is the last day you’ll ever see your family. Some you may love, some you may hate, other you may not have any emotional attachment to. What would you do? Spend it with them doing what makes me happiest and just savoring the small stuff. I'd probably cry a lot though.

6. Given the chance to travel to one country -ONLY – in your whole life, other than the one you’ve grown up in, or have found yourself living in (pretend you’ve gone to no other country in the world other than the one you now call home) where would it be? Why, and for how long? Seriously!!! Just one?!!! I need to visit a lot of places! Ah, if I had to choose one though, it'd have to be Costa Rica. Everyone who has gone there has told me it's really beautiful and I love nature. I'd love to go cave tubing and ziplining and just roam the rainforest taking pictures and enjoying the scenery. I think I deserve a few months of relaxation! 

7. Quick you have to pick 5 things to take with you as you are rushing out of the house- you don’t know what’s happening, where you’re going, whom is taking you where, or why, but you do know you can carry about 5 things, in the small bag you’ve given to take with you. What do you choose? A photo album from when I had my daughter and she was a baby, her two favorite stuffed animals, her favorite blanket, and my laptop. I'd take her things because I couldn't bear to have her upset and my stuff besides personal mementos is replaceable.

8. You’re sitting in a dream, you can tell you’re dreaming, but you’re not awake enough to move. What do you see? Is anyone there? (be creative, make something up, or recall a dream you had before) I see my future. I'm happy and with someone who makes me feel content. We are sitting in our beautiful backyard on a summer night watching our kids play as the fireflies twinkle. I feel at ease and know that everyone I love is near and that they are happy too.

9. What color do you think you are? Hmm, teal. Something bright but with a little darkness to it. I am genuinely a happy person but sometimes late at night, I have moments of sadness.

10. If when it came to blogging, if you blog, no one say your blogs, no one commented, no one noticed, no one cared, at all, would you keep blogging? Yes, because for the most part, I don't think anyone reads my blog anyways. I know my close friends do and I love them for that but I don't think anyone else does unless I'm blogging freebies. I blog because it's therapeutic to me and gives me a purpose for being on SL. Plus, I love to play dress up on here. It's way easier to look good on SL than it is in RL.

Well there you have it! A little bit of my RL. If you want to do this challenge, you can read more about it here.

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Bound In The Spring w/Kimbra

Yay! It's time for another joint post between me and my oldest SL bestie, Kimbra. We love doing co-blogs and when we saw all the pretty spring goodies out at Perfect Wardrobe and Fameshed, we just had to show off our looks together. My sexy sundress is by e! and is available at Fameshed in a variety of pretty colors with or without fades. I fell in love with these whimsical dragonfly hair bows that Anatomy has out for this round of Perfect Wardrobe so I decided to wear one to top off my new spring ensemble. Don't we look adorbs?

Oh and we had quite a few laughs taking this pic thanks to this cutesy friend pose from !bang that is available at Pose Fair. See me and Kimbra are curvy shorties and the pose needed to be moded a bit. We couldn't get the hands exactly how the vendor ad was so we settled for touching fingers. It's funny how much best friends think alike so I'm going to paste a little of our convo so you can laugh too.


[2013/04/02 17:57]  Salty Balboa  (kimbra.iridescent): lol we are touching hands
[2013/04/02 17:58]  кisмεт Fαiʇн (kismet.faith): et phone home
[2013/04/02 17:58]  Salty Balboa  (kimbra.iridescent): i was thinking that
[2013/04/02 17:58]  кisмεт Fαiʇн (kismet.faith): lol
[2013/04/02 17:58]  Salty Balboa  (kimbra.iridescent): this is gonna work i think
[2013/04/02 17:58]  кisмεт Fαiʇн (kismet.faith): i'm gonna put this in the blog
[2013/04/02 17:58]  Salty Balboa  (kimbra.iridescent): hahaha

To see what I'm wearing and location, keep reading and to see what Kimbra is wearing, check out her blog here!

Broke Down & Rusted

Heys all! Hope everyone had an awesome holiday! Now, it's back to the grind for the most of you. I have off though. Bahaha! Yes, I'm rubbing it in. :p Anyways, I've got newness from Demise of Flight and Sweet Leonard to show you today. Demise of Flight has out these animalistic tanks in 5 different styles. These tanks  are perfect for a basic look. I love the fades of the graphics a lot so check them out!

And as you can tell from my previous posts showing newness, Sweet Leonard has been cranking out the goodies left and right. These Broken Angel necklaces are one of their new releases and are available in a gacha so if you're a huge fan of gachas like me, head on over there and try your luck.

To see what else I'm wearing and my location, keep reading!